Tonight was just one of those nights. I said I would share my journey to having a baby with you ladies, and like any journey there are bound to be highs and lows. I am at my low. I have been feeling very discouraged lately. I think I am at that part where you start to feel sad. Nathan offers words of encouragement saying we haven't been trying all that long considering I've just started my medication 2 months ago. But 2 months feel like 6. He says all things will work out in due time, and that he is anxious too. I am one to put on a happy face and push through and pretend nothing is wrong, because the last thing I've ever wanted is people to pity me, but I don't want to hide my emotions because it causes me extra stress and sadness. So here it is. I am sad, but I am sure tomorrow will be a new day.