The Winds of Change

I know things are about to change in a major way, and as excited I am about this, I can't help but feel emotional and to be honest sad at times. I am going to miss my life with just Nathan. I like my life just the two of us. The other night, while cuddling with Nathan in bed, I wept a little thinking about this but Nathan rubbed my back and gave me some comfort. This month marks our fifth anniversary, and seven years together. I wouldn't change anything about the life Nathan and I have spent together so far. We have been blessed with great things. In five years we've traveled to Hawaii twice, NYC twice, San Francisco twice, and taken various small trips and done some other great things. Nathan got his degree and I became a teacher. We bought our house and we've enjoyed decorating it together. We are in a great place to welcome a child into our wonderful world, and we have the means to provide a happy life for this baby, but this life Nathan and I have will never be the same. People say it is all worth it, and I am certain it is, but it's a place I've never gone so there are a lot of unknowns. I am sure these emotions are least I hope they are. As much as I am scared of the change that is coming, I am equally as excited about it. I am looking forward to being a mother to this little guy. I know he will just be the cutest thing.